You need a gay friend like me who will fill in until you find another. You won't be gay if you are doing the fucking or getting sucked, you're just staying in practice with a good friend. And, there are some bonuses. You don't have to worry about my getting pregnant, nor do you have to worry that I would say you're being too rough. Plus, I wouldn't be upset if you brought a few friends who didn't have girlfriends, so they could practice, too. 😉😉😉