If you are a white man and love your girl unconditionally, you need to encourage her to fuck black men. Yes, she will love it and quickly grow to need black cock more and more. I have introduced my girls to black cock and yes I find myself single and alone, but I don't regret helping the women I've loved learn what sex with black men is like. That's what loving white men should do for the women we truly love.
I used to help her get ready and even used to buy sexy lingerie and panty's for her to wear. There were times I would drive her to meet her lovers or pick them up and bring them to our home. You are 100% correct that while she was away I was masturbating like crazy imagine what they were doing
My wife and I were into BBC for over 35 years and our marriage just got stronger the deeper into the BBC life we became. We did everything with no limits