I’ve always been attracted to older women ever since I can remember. My first memory was my friends mom when she came out of the pool in a yellow bikini. From there I have always been attracted to someone in their 40s and above. When I was in my 20s, I even had sex with someone 30 years older than me. It was amazing! Now in my 50s, I am married to someone who is 16 years older than me and I love her body and everything about it. I will always fantasize about older women. I have never had anything for my mom.